These days...are so busy that I gt headaches..And from everyone's faces I can sense their tiredness..Me?DUH I am tired inside out upside down...but its so ironic that I can hide in..someone actually told me "wow in this atmosphere you seem so energetic and stressless"
For that...I am speechless..yayaya I am good at self control emotions control etc etc..But its damn annoying when ppl assume that I wont get hurt and tired!!
I envy those ppl who can jus let out all their emotions and emo for the whole day...but I cant...I keep them all to myself (yes its partially my fault) because I dont want to drag anyone into my emoness and all..and sometimes I personally think that its not worth it if there is smth more important to do.
I dont understand.When I wanted to stay one side and cry,(i tried hiding in my cupboard),I never get the chance to..something someone will jus rush in and stop me..personally I think I need space to breathe..arh!!!Going crazy but who knows?
zzzZZ sounds emo and I dont care!Maybe I will feel better after it all...maybe..
知音 wanted?
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