Sunday, September 28, 2008

Promos over

PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!!
And my six sense tells me that I am gonna be retained
No time to blog still...currently piaing the cute little eg/auxilion logo..headeache...zzz Still got OP..haix..sian sian sian..haix haix haix..nvm nothing much to say anyway..half dead.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

...

People say PMS but I realised that there is smth FAR FAR HORRIBLE AND WORST!!!

PWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listening to songs to keep me alive..while I pia the DAMN WR out

Devil May Cry - Shall Never Surrender
The time has come and so have I
I'll laugh last cause you came to die
The damage done~the pain subsides
And I can see the fear clear when I look in your eye.

I never kneel and I'll never rest
You can tear the heart from my chest
I'll make you see what I do best,
I'll succeed as you breathe your very last breath.

~Now I know how the angel fell [just kneel]
I know the tale and I know it too well [just bow]
I'll make you wish you had a soul to sell [soul to sell]
When I strike you down and send you straight to hell

~My army comes from deep within
Beneath my soul--beneath my skin
As you're ending, I'm about to begin
My strength
~His bane
~and I will never give in.

~I'll tell you now I'm the one to survive
You never break my faith or my stride
I'll have you choke on your own demise
I make the angel scream, and the devil cry

My honored brethren
My honored brethren

We come together
We come together

To unite as one
To unite as one

Against those that are damned
Against those that are damned

We show no mercy
We show no mercy

For we have none
For we have none

Our enemy shall fall
Our enemy shall fall

As we apprise
As we apprise

To claim our fate
To claim our fate

Now and forever
Now and forever

We'll be together
We'll be together

In love and in hate
In love and in hate

They will see.
We'll fight until eternity
Come with me
We'll stand and fight together
Through our strength we'll make a better day
Tomorrow
we shall never surrender. [X4]

~[Whisper] We shall never surrender [X2]

YA!! NEVER SURRENDER TO PW...

Monday, September 8, 2008

haiz

Been quite stressful lately but still..I am kinda glad to have a strong self controlled side that takes over when my usual emotional/hyper/optimistic/energetic self is dying or dead..but still that "dying" self will still cry for help by smsing friends and going arh!!!I am stressed!!etc etc...Actually in fact I admit I just wanted someone to comfort me...To tell me that everything will be alright...But not so emo till sms someone this sentence (dont know where I got it from) :

I am emo.So wad are u gonna do abt it?
I sound like the cousin of elmo lolx..
Wow right?Kkk maybe I sound like I cant manage stress?Maybe sound like I am weak?Who cares?Tell me.Who doesnt get stressed?And I admit its kinda dumb to hide the fact that you are stressed from your close friends..In my opinion no point bottling it up and making it worse..

However...In the case when theres no replys...I wont blame anyone because in a way its not exactly their business that I am emoing or sad or stressed (but that would make the world a quite sad place to live in huh?Thank god this RARELY happens because I got great friends xD)...And instead of emoing more and wasting time..I just kill off all my feelings and goes into so called "strong self controlled" state (sounds like a robot haha) which just goes around doing things and feeling numb until I recover or someone "save" me..but overall I wont hurt myself..no way!I still love myself =) for this barrier that saves me from falling into useless depression..
but wait..isnt that supposed to be good stress management?arhhhh!!nvm heck!!
One thing for sure.I will and always will be true to myself.*nods nods kkk off to PW...sigh...even if I am going to screw up almost everything..I will not give up living this life.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

weee!

you jr
Went yuge's blog and out of randomness took a quiz:
Which Immortal are you attracted to?

Angel - Your guardian angel who would never let harm befall you

Okay..why not fallen angel?I like the dark wings even though for me is White wings..lolx heck..If only I have wings..

Monday, September 1, 2008

sian

Ouch..Promos coming up..almost ALL my relatives placing stress on me and placing their hopes on me..sigh..no choice..HAVE TO BE PROMOTED!!Anyway dug something out from my diary and..
OH SHOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Being a person with high pride and very independent..apparently I once made a vow when I entered JJC...

"I will not have a stead for the whole of JC1..as for JC2 still thinking la..So..If I break my promise, I will memo the whole periodic table and copy all the econs notes..and do all the maths tutorials..creepy sia..I am sure after writing this down..I wont even dare have a single thought.."
I must be nuts..
WALAO...*bangs wall..OMG...Nvm now I need to study anyway so might as well..but..but..jeesh..nvm at least its worth it hahas..
Yep every second worth..or else I wont even bother..
Have to keep myself away from the com and push myself now..I must do it!!(this means no update of blog!*directed to jr)The cranes count shall stop at 522 for now (addy counted the cranes on his side and I added them up..WOW I am halfway through!!) Kk nothing much life still rocks (Addy too!And everyone!!)