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Maybe I am just not suited to some things..I dont understand myself...I thought I was strong...From the past I can survive loneliness..In fact sometimes I like the feeling of being alone because I have all the freedom I have..But I cant believe it..Now, because I am so used to your existance, so used to you, that I feel lonely when I am alone..Grr...I am hopeless arh?...nvm crap

Oh ya I am going to try an experiment, but Addy you have to be there(as the reagent) and the conditions have to be right...=x lolx..

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