Wee!!

Even though I say I dont want to post..but..nvm

1st. Crysanthemum tea.....
A random idea pop out of buying a drink for addy after his pc
I never knew that buying a BOTTLE of crysanthemum tea was that difficult..At first, I went to drinks paradise to buy..(apparently crysanthemum tea went to hell...) The bottled one was out of stock..So I went to the other drinks stall and it was out of stock too!!(oh wow what happened?Demand for crysanthemum tea increased?) So I decided to give the vending machines a try..
DMR will not be defeated in her quest for the holy crysanthemum tea!!
Upon reaching the vending machine, I saw that it was being refilled..So I waited..and waited...and loitered around holding my ice lemon tea..when finally the guy finished..I went forward to see that it is extremely foggy and that I cant see anything clearly except for the colour of the drinks...and I saw a yellow coloured drink and the bottle looked like the crysanthemum tea one..
FINALLY!!!After so many obstacles!
*clink clink clink..plop!

Happily I took out the bottle...and....My jaw dropped..my eyes widened..I was shaking all over (that was exagerrated)..IT WAS JASMINE GREEN TEA!?!(never in my life have I hated jasmine green tea!!)....Speechless...now holding two bottles and looking like an idiot..I decided to go find addy first and see whether he will mind..And some random friend jus pop out and grab the bottle..I talked to her for a while and since its after her pc and she was kidding about kidnapping the jasmine green tea..I said..JUST take it!!Take it away from me..Please!!..Out of frustration..I jus stormed to the nearby CAN vending machine and buy a CAN of crysanthemum tea..and placed it beside addy's bag..
Wonder what will be my reaction if the can crysanthemum tea is sold out..mm I think I will go the packet one?Nvm..
2nd. Found Bob and out of nowhere I remembered that he still has addy's mp3..and I wanted it(despite 120MB I guess) So I koped it from him..and he brought it!O.o
Me and denise renamed him the prositute caller cus he makes that disgusting kissing sound..
3rd. Went JP with the intend to buy an earpiece and some girls stuff...but I didnt get the last one cus addy decided to tag along and it will be kinda dumb..noticed that my ez link card was running of $..
Jeesh..
4th. Was waiting for the bus when 198 turned up with a sign saying free rides today!O.o?!!WOW?!Apparently it was Great Eastern's 100th anniversary and they sponsored the free rides..and I was so lucky to catch the bus!Omg I was so happy that I was mumbling birthday songs for great eastern company..
they are really great!!
5th It rained...OUCH..so I have a teeny weeny trouble in getting home as the rain was quite big..BUT...I have addy's jacket LOL!!!(second time I use it as an umbrella) and wow..its quite efficient..I wasnt drenched at all..only my skirt got a bit wet..the shirt only had a few drops of rain..and my hair was dry O.o!!wow..now its hanging out to dry..I think I have to wash it tmr..despite my reluctance to do so...grr...

Okay...overall it was really eventful..and theres more but I have studies you know jr...*pokes pokes..

Post rating: 20% unlucky 80% LUCKY! hahas

Quote of the day: After the rain, theres always the rainbow to look forward to!

?

Jeesh this is getting to be a bad habit?Blogging..haix..lihe got a new psp..Ya LIHE not me and lihe...disclaimer here..I know it sounds kinda bitter but you cant blame me
Initially the plan was we share..now it just belongs to her because she know that I cant pay up the other half..pathetic huh?Lol wrong usage of words..
nvm its okay..I cant blame anyone for the situation of my family or $$..ya root of all evil yet we need it..CRAP..okok nvm..I should stop it..I should wake up from thinking from my naive thoughts..and learn to STAND by myself..sounds damn crap..mm maybe it is?Aiya just take it as a lesson and I AM NOT GOING TO USE THE STUPID PSP..and I do not want to ruin a friendship just because its over a stupid thing..I will just help u settle the rest of the stuff then get that thing away from me..I DONT CARE..
it has happened so many times before..I should have known earlier that this will happen..again..I am just damn noob..
Okok enough of this emo crap...Oh ya today addy gave me a coin pouch that look like a squashed turtle..LOL reminds me of EMo turtle hahas..but hahas its kinda cute even though I have been spending almost the whole day staring at it and wondering why is it so squashed?mmm addy did u sit on it? =x nvm but thanks a lot times googolplex!!Nick arh your msg was the best of the notes I have on my paper! Everyone's was absolutely great but urs really kinda imbal..no kidding..
ESPECIALLY the part where you say you love addy too..LOL *applause
Last thing, jus now there was someone at the door going hello?And my parents were saying its my turn to see wads on and if nothing of our interest, I am supposed to shoo the salesman or smth..I went there and this guy was asking me mmm is this your pizza..I was like O.o?!!HUH? my house got order any pizza meh?I told him wrong house and he was like isnt this 545?I say ya..but wrong unit?..then he go OH!!cus my unit no. is #06-81..his order was for #06-18..LOL
And I should have koped the pizza or smth but nvm no point..and I have to pay anyway lol
Okok enough..A bit pissed cus someone tell me to find psp related stuff while I got ONE STUPID TEST and a WHOLE stack of homework undone...haix..shld really blame myself..why am I so stupid?

Hiaz

Spent the whole day out..lazy type everything out..but had an enjoyable day anyway..


Thanks to PW and Addy!!=P I KOPED HIS JACKET!!hahaha no more freezing in the lecture thereatre!


Lalalala...oh ya here is a very interesting picture..rather applicable to ding in a way =P hahaha I feel so evil

Okie thats all..Life rawks!!Addy rocks...had an interesting dream with him inside when i went home and sleep..a secret =x

Toliet

OkOk naggy jr...walao so curious..yep..today main topic is what happened in my toliet..lolx
Kinda crappy..and jr curiousity kills the cat..and shouldnt you be STUDYING?lolx
Anyway, after the US maths programme for students with Special and Unique grades for H2 maths..I went home to take a nice warm bath..Then as you all know, there are those mini drains in toliets(usually white in colour and with a cover with lost of holes)..and the one in my bathing toliet is opened most of the time so that the water will be drained at a faster rate.
Kinda dumb idea from my dad...I feel like slaughtering him after today..
Today, because of lots of choinging and events and brain draining things.I decided to enjoy myself and take a LONG NICE once in a while full throughout shower..So I doubled soaped and was washing my hair when I accidentally wacked the soap box..

OUCH..BAD move...

Well soap being soap and the whole place being wet and all..it went running all over the place in a flash..and I started looking for the 3 pieces of soap..after finding all 3..I realised something..the soap container is gone!!It cant be found anywhere in the toliet (I literally went on my knees and looked for it..) So..I just had this feeling of dread and stare towards the drain hole while it gave me an empty look..I looked inside to see total darkness..

"I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS..NO way..NO WAY..."

After thinking of my mum's nagging if I lost the container and the risk of clogging up the pipes..I decided to quickly stivk my hand into that hole which my shower water went in..and maybe many more things...eww..avoiding the walls of the hole as much as possible..I reach in and got the container out..thank god it was floating..

I quickly washed my arm and put back the soap to where it was..and continued with my shower..lalalala...THEN...when I was about to finish...
Horrors of all horrors..AHHHH!!!
I WACK THE STUPID SOAP CONTAINER AGAIN!!!
*bangs wall repeatedly
So I searched for the soaps again..this time the container can be seen..BUT 2 pieces of soap are missing..OUCH..I turn once again to the hole..I can imagine if it was alive it will be laughing and mocking me..GRrrr..my arm dived in again...and got one small piece..However, the newly just taken out and large soap is still MIA..So poor me have to dig for it again..
I never knew that in my life such interesting events will happen...
Upon feeling it..I was shocked..stunned..stupified..because it was quite stuck..Damn it!!...zzzz..After fiddling with it and even changing to my right hand..I finally got it out after a miserable 3 mins or so..it got out looking like a dalmation dog.(the soap is initially white..)..ouch..anyway after cleaning up my arms (washed like dunno how many times) and washed the soap 3 times..(how ironic) I finally finished my shower..and CLOSED THE DRAIN COVER!!

When I got to my clothes..I saw some sort of tiny ulu bug crawling on my undergarment(bra)..Instead of screaming..I gave it VIP treatment....no kidding..cant blame me =x
NO ONE..ESPECIALLY A BUG..IS ALLOWED TO STAY IN MY BATHROOM..WATCHING ME BATH..AND HIDING IN MY UNDERGARMENT AND LOOKING AT ME ACTING LIKE AN IDIOT DIGGING FOR SOAP FROM THE DRAIN!!!
I threw it to the floor..crushing it to a million pieces with the nearby toliet brush..hitting it for dunno how many times...pick it up using toliet paper and flushed it down the toliet bowl..
May it rest in peace...poor thing oops
Oh ya..er..mmm no cold stuff for 5 days...

zc

I need to look forward and stop looking back....and sealing myself for a while..smart ppl or ppl who know me well enough will have their methods of getting through me if they need for today..

Weird that when I am too stressed or truamatised, I change totally. The first reaction is too complain first..(thats normal)..then when its extreme..I just keep quiet..zip my mouth and is the coldest creature you will ever meet..try arguing with me abt unreasonable things during this time and I may (if no reply means I dont give a damn about what you are talking about at all) reply you with at most 1 short sentence. I will try to be more responsive towards closer friends but dont irritate me during this time..I mean it.(at least I dont say get lost)

Best way for this to end?Just leave me alone for some time if you dont know how to drag me out from it and I will recover on my own..

hair+crysanthmum

Weee..........Okok arhh..jus a quick post...

Today I was irritated by my fringe poking my eye so often *poke poke that I went into the toliet and cut it all by myself...OUCH..not that it is totally horrible..but...mmm I dont know..(its kinda obvious =P)
And I feel like a total idiot with 2 pairs of scissors..1 comb leaning over the sink lined with newspaper in front of the mirror and cruelly cut off my hair..I can practically hear it screaming in pain (oops hair dont scream)
Hope I wont be laughed at lolx..but heck la I feel MUCH BETTER!!HAHA

Oh ya last thing...Chrysanthemum TEA!!Dont ask..its just random =x
SLIPPERS RULEZ!!

Dan

I am just putting aside a piece of my past and walking forward..maybe the load will be lightened..maybe it will not..

This will be the last time I bring up Dan..Lihe always wanted me to kill him..and he was supposed to be a protective barrier..but I guess..It time to say goodbye to him..because he was just a part of me..when his name was created I never noticed the intials..until somehow i realised..Dan Moonrain..DMR..is still me..always me..the one who used to escape from reality and shields myself from harm..its a bad thing *nods nods and so I choose to leave that safe comfy area into reality..

Goodbye..Dan..my guardian angel..=)

Teachers

Received this from Yuge and since its bemusing..I might as well post it here hahas

*music+drum rolls*

Presenting the reasons why some teachers go mad so easily..

zzz

Too lazy to type in my normal format..lets just say I found a very interesting place..mmm the top of a carpark!!Its quiet but rather windy I should say..But I like it!!Thanks addy for showing me the place =) hehehe one day when I am free and feel like it..I may just appear there and relax hahas..

Events experienced..

1. Wall or whatever it is called..Its SO HIGH UP!!TO think that me DMR will be beaten by a mere wall!!So what if you are taller than me?!Grrr...I will conquer it!!I swear upon the name of Dai murong or another name or whatever that I will CONQUER IT!!
To my pumpings!!.Or maybe I will just get a tall chair the next time I go there =x
2.Addy pulled me up that wall..wow..okay..its always when such things happen that I realised that guys have more physical strength than girls..and that I am not so strong as expected...
(but that doesnt demoralise me because I got addy hahas)..but I think I need to trust him more..
3.Er...its difficult to get down the wall?ahh....I feel damn hopeless!!!like some idiot dangling at the side and trying to gain confidence to let go..*bangs wall..

4.When I reach home I found out I got sunburned..LOL!!!Rather bemused because the area affected is in the middle of my arm..wonder why?Its red..and quite warm..and a teeny weeny bit painful..BUT the main thing is that it itches!!!!AHHH!!I know I am not supposed to scratch it..But...but..its really really itchy!!Grrr...nvm

Overall the day is worth it *nods nods..And I still hate power series and Maclaurin..wish I can poke his grave or smth *TOUCH WOOD!! Oops cannot say such stuff..the seventh chinese lunar month has yet to end so choy choy choy..

mmmm..one more thing..er..Does my "hitting" or "attacking" really affect you?For guys I think hitting or wanting to attack someone means you hate or dislike the person...but I dont mean it that way...I do that to people who are close to me..To do that because I dont know how to express myself..you can bully me back or retaliate for fun too...
男人不坏女人不爱?(lol just kidding!!since jiarong was saying it sounds sick and all..walao..i didnt mean it la u think so much)..
I wont cry la..I really want you to win me once in a while..its not fun to be the winning side all the time..I feel like being a spoilt brat hahas..

crane

Nothing much to say..Oh ya i went back to my crane folding lately because I have almost nothing much to do with my hands during some boring lessons or when I am free..
*fold fold fold
Been asked for god knows how many times by my classmates on why on earth am I folding cranes?And why on earth 1000?I simply answer "oh for fun and nothing better to do "But thats not the truth hahahas
eh..actually I too shy to tell them the real reason la..I realised that I am really a damn shy person sometimes
Why cranes?
because there is this japanese legend that says if you make 1.000 cranes, your deepest wish is granted.

I wanted to give addy the wish so ya..
Its not that he is sick and me folding to wish him fast recovery -.-
There is another saying that before folding the crane, if you write a person's name inside and complete 1000 of the cranes, you are giving the person the greatest blessing anyone can get.That person will in turn find happiness =)
kinda crap and naive of me huh?
Oh ya another stupid reason is that I want to be unique!!I want to be the only person in this world that actually makes 1000 paper cranes, not just any normal 1000 paper cranes, everyone of them contains addy's name!hahahaha I feel so honoured!!Only person in the whole world in this era and hopefully maybe the next era too!!

Oops i forget to mention the current crane count of all things..314!!and counting..(btw eh..addy after promos bring your birthday present big box with the cranes inside so that I can place them together and add them together cus I wan exact 1000 not more..not less!!)

Post rating: 100% craney hahas

Quote of the day: Our life has meaning beyond the limitations we experience here and now, that each of us does make a difference, that each of us can dispel a little of the darkness around us with the light of our caring heart, eyes, and hands.
(damn long huh?)

addy

Spent almost the whole day at jr's hse with ding and addy and jr(er..duh?)!Woots!OKok I am crazy about DMC hahas..but mus control *nods nods because promos..studies etc..I must not let myself down!!Oh ya to jiarong..sorry for messing up that room (what exactly is it used for anyway? O.o) and also being lightbulbs and kajiaoing you and ding (oops dont kill me ding! >.<) But ya I had fun!! And me and addy didnt do anything out of place in that room with the bed at all!!Oops sounds wrong but true..all we did was play laptop play viwawa..study a bit of physics and chem ha!So jr you dont have to warn addy in attacking your sister hahas
After looking at sandra koh hui en/winds's blog..I empathize with her..and ya you are forgiven.If me Dai Murong ever bring up any issues or the past events about you and contains hatred..I shall go bang wall and die a thousand deaths (LOL)..reason?Thanks for hearing me out that time when I am having some troubles of my own..I appreciate it.That time was horrible..its like I cant find anyone at that instant to confide in..not even lihe(because apparently her replys that time was not helpful at all) So I smsed her out of the blue..and well she is having almost the same prob as me that time so I felt much better
I am really really grateful for that..
Oh ya..eh...grr...sighh...haix...aiyo..er..winds psps if I use your method of blogging here..its much better (HUGE hint: I disabled the prevent highlighting script)
ADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!It doesnt matter whether I love you more than you love me or not..as long as you have feelings for me..that all it matters..I am not greedy de *nods nods
Okok no time to blog off to do GP!!And I STILL got tons of work to do..(cus I kinda wasted one day but in a way its worth it =P)
Ya because got addy!! =x and the warmth in your hands..
Addy..dont play too much!!I want to see you in J2!!And I want your class to continue be beside mine!!
Love ya!hahas
Post rating: 99% hyper + happy 1% dunno wad

Quote of the day: Life rocks because you all exists!!!

busy

Wa...Singapore's national day!!I am not from singapore and still celebrating it?LOl?nah..maybe someday I just convert to be a singaporean?But MUST consider it very very throughoutly..

Anyway..the celebration was rather okay..jus that LOTS of time was given for us to rest..However, I realised that I have been slacking off with one stack of homework and worksheets staring and glaring at me..sigh..some much to do..and I am just plainly procrastinating..*bangs wall..cannot!!*shakes shakes

Oh ya er...sigh..08/08/08 was someone's birthday..and lihe had to bring me along to choose+buy his present..zzzZZ jeesh..mixed feelings..its damn hard to forget that idiot because he was damn nice to me..and ya my heart hurts a little when I see him..looks like some things are hard to forget huh?The most ironic part is that his class is like 1 number apart from addy's 08S22 and that he is in the same lecture group as addy..but the pain isnt that strong in school usually until his birthday arrived and stupid present..stupid la...lihe!!I understand that as a friend and all you will want to give him a present and all..but can dont drag me along?I am really trying to forget him...and his existance in my heart is already getting reduced to just a friend..then you have to do this..*bangs wall..but cant blame her..haix..nevermind, one thing for sure..I am still gonna live by my rule of if he dont want to waste time on me..I will not waste any time nor feelings on him..he is just but a friend..just a part of a bitter sweet memories...*takes eraser and erases zc..

apart from that..the dark knight arh..LOL *bemusement..okay the movie was rather okay but a bit too dark?And I finally realised that I rather prefer horror movies than sadist ones..or more of the takes gun and kill instantly instead of seeing something getting mutilated slowly in front of my eyes..(*pain pain..pain >.<) arhh!!The actor for the joker was not bad..er..the harvey guy after turning evil part was a teeny weeny bit too short..as in the ending was kinda sudden..for 2 hrs..they spent the last 30mins rushing things liddat..but overall not bad..and considering that I lost my wallet and was found by the staff there..I have nothing to say lolx...Oh ya and the lesson I learnt a few weeks ago was kinda applicable..

When you lose something, do not wait or hesitate to turn back. Or else, you may never get it back..and be filled with regret.

wow it rhymes?okok anyway ya haha I pulled a stunt on addy and wasted his sending me home trip =x

(hey!When I tilt my head I was thinking of what to say and also was trying to ask "mm..whats on your mind now?")

Anyway, I was walking to my unit, thinking of addy walking downstairs(i do that all the time and always wanted to shout down or throw something down e.g flower pots!kidding lol)..then your sms came..I just hesitated..until the second I open my house gate..I decided to turn back..It seems crazy to me too..but well its worth every minute and energy I ran to the bus stop!!Because I dont want to regret..

Thank goodness I didnt get the wrong bus stop or any bus come to drag you away..I was quite lost at what to do when I found you though =x I didnt plan that part..all i thought was to catch you before you are gone..(quite dumb huh?without any plan on what to do..) *hits myself on the head..

OKokok off to pia hwk..I dont want to kana retain!!May not update that often so bear with me dearest readers hahas

Post rating: Can I dont rate?Lazy sia hahas

Due to the lack of brain cells to think of a quote of the day...I jus put something crap

Random: I realised that my waist is 20.7 inches!!69cm if I am not wrong.mmm...

thiink

Okay for the post before that..I have to admit I learnt a lot of stuff..a whole lot more..and some clarification here

Hey!Since I am giving you the break and all..must not waste it hor!!I mean it >.< This time is for you to catch up on your studies *nods nods and give you freedom time so the same old words when it all started...

不知道能帮上什么忙.....但是给你两个字...加油！

I will be like your onion cheerleader behind u hahas

lying

This is going to be a horrible emo post but I am sorry if I have to post this and affect all your moods..psps...

If only you knew how much you actually hurt me...If you wanted some time to rest and breathe..why not just say it out?If you wanted a break till promos..why didnt you just say so?It may just because you do not want to hurt me or anything..but its worst when you keep it built inside and expect me to guess..Its this that is really hurting me...It was until today when I finally cannot stand my own sadness and pain and was writing an extra super emo entry under ur hse block..(I post this in my old extreme emo blog ) but that is not the point..I sense that there is something wrong..and was thinking that I am being thrown aside and ignored with each growing day..well for more info go dig my emo blog for the emo crap (trust me its not good for your health)

Anyway, if not for lihe telling me to talk out with you and not do things in a fit of emotions in case I regret or something, I would have done something drastic(I wont kill myself though lolx) and cause more trouble.So thanks lihe..and i initially wanted to sms you this in answer for the break till after promos cus I was frustrated.."Even better.Until then, you can keep husky because I dont want to see it at all.." because it will hurt me..but after much talking with lihe on the phone (ouch my phone bills) and her asking Qns about whether I really like/love addy...(I answered dunno to all =x)..ya I changed my sms to something more of what I really will want to say calmly..

1st.
QNS: When one day addy just tell you that he didnt like you anymore, how will you feel/react? Ans to lihe: *pause.......Dunno
Real Ans: I hate to admit..but I will really feel heartbroken and go into a state of depression until I eventually recover(but I wont kill myself)

2nd.
QNS: Do you wish to see him/miss him a lot if he goes away for a long time?
Ans to lihe: *pause...........Dunno
Real Ans: Yes.No point running away from my feelings and denying them.

3rd.
QNS: If a better guy appears and attempt to chase you, will you abandon addy?
Ans to lihe: *longer pause...................Dunno
Real Ans: No. Unless if addy choose to dump me..if he refuse to believe me..then I think I may consider breaking but will not fall for the better guy instantly.

OkOKok I cant rmb the rest...nvm anyway..did a lot of soul searching...but my heart still hurts..because you didnt tell me and made yourself and me miserable...at least on the bright side..it is resolved and no more complications of this matter.

Post rating: isnt it obvious? 0% happy 100% emo (hopefully no more such posts again)

Quote of the day: Even if you do not want to hurt me..can you please dont lie?