Looks like I really have to start using my mind over my heart..

I need to learn how to control my emotions during my period..

Because if every time a problem pops up when I am having my period..

And I think with my heart..I think I am so going to cause a lot of troubles for myself and others close to me..

Among the chaos, I will find order..I must..

last night I was being unreasonable and selfish..to Addy..

I wasnt thinking..only thinking of myself..

Its not as easy as it looks to quit smoking..

And I shouldnt run away..

Ha..Addy looks like you are not the only weak minded person here..

Me too..

If I stayed strong I would have thrown aside my sorrows and support u..

instead of being a big whinny baby..

Making you feel worse will not solve problems..

And I shouldnt just make lousy decisions that benefit me but not u..

Listen..

I suck lolx..

You may think that its you who always seem to hurt me..

Its not true..

Maybe I am just too weak to take it..

And I should stop being so weak..

Telling you not to contact me is stupid too..

Quitting is a difficult period and I am running away..

Isnt it equalivant to betrayal??

I suck again..

Looks like I have a lot of patching to do huh?

AND

STOP RUNNING AWAY..

Okay whinny me should be gone..

And I have to be strong..

Addy jiayou!!