Great..Wonderful..

Someone please tell me why every time something has to happen to someone close to me...

WHY?

Feel like screaming into the pillow....will do that later..

Sigh..Does it run in the female's family blood or something that we become extraordinary ppl because we go through a lot and still dont find happiness?

Maybe? I dunno...I really dunno what to do..

Something tells me to run away but the other side holds me back..

I cannot run away all the time when something wrong happens..

It will not be solved...

If praying will work..I will do it..I will do anything that works just please save me from this nightmare...