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OMgOMGOMGOMG...

I..
TOOK...
CHILLI..
AGAIN..
TODAY!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...now stomachacing..pain pain..why do I always forget that??but..but..that sotong looks so tasty..and..I thought I can tarhan the taste..*sad.. now I am suffering horribly..

Oh ya..SUGAR -.-
I have never been so scared of SATURATED sugar solution in my whole life (syrup-y)
Spent today from 12-930pm to help out with some Chem programme..and to earn CIP hours

(actually I just wanted to go for fun cus hehehe can benefit me in many ways..a.k.a improve my promotional chance??Oops kidding..thats not true la..or maybe.)

So ya..never knew that STARING at sugar syrup getting filtered was SOOOOOOOO fun..haix..oh ya..there is one damn weird guy in the group I am in charge of..he is jus damn...-.- crap..hopeless..made me rolled my eyes dunno how many times today during the session..I shall talk about that next time after the last session tmr..can die I tell you.

That guy makes me appreciate Addy more no kidding..THANK GOD ADDY YOU ARE NOT THAT HOPELESS!!WIll mention tmr I guess..too tired now..zzZZZZ

B.U.M

I dont know when are you able to read this post..But addy..In my opinion..Even if you others say you are not deserving of the name of BUM..

I do not agree.

You did tried.I know.Whether it is attendence taking, meetings, etc etc..you do put your heart into it..Its not that you cannot do a good job..it is the fact that you cannot cope/ not ready for it yet (right?).

No(your choice) it is not running away from reality.

It is facing it the hard way..of giving up things that you know will hinder or make things far more worse..I remembered that night when I was going home and smsed you "when is EG going to open?".. within around 30s..you sent sms to everyone in eg asking for a meeting..

Tell the truth..I was so proud of you then..Really.

Because you were responsible.

Oh ya and whenever there are problems up at the EG room e.g duty slots..you didnt ignore them..You made an effort to bring back the EG team..For that, I salute you and even if the whole world is against you.Remember you still have me as a supporter..and someone who appreciate you..

And your choice..if its best for you..Of course I will support it no matter what it is hahas.DUH Or else why am I holding the royal title of addy's gf? =P The only part thing I foresee is....

What about prom?!!O.o??!!

Lolx..seems unimportant at the moment Oops lalalalala

Kkkk nothing else to say..(btw no white font in this post for those who highlighted this post.Or Maybe....)
From now onwards, I should be proud and supportive that addy is my bf. *nods nods..all discrepencies are banned.So there people..say ALL you want.
(oh nvm..I wanted to change it to white...)

Peranakan 1

Me, anna and someone behind peeping...

Bus back from Peranakan museum

OMG I realised that nicholas looks as if....
more coming up once I get pictures from anna hahaha

Rawr

Now in EG room poned econs..my personal supervisor(eugene) will nag like siao if he hears of it...I am kinda glad that I arranged for him to be my personal supervisor for this week..Because at least he takes this job seriously and despite my futile pleas and excuses he still "nags" at me..Duh thats why I have this job in the first place..and tell the truth I am really grateful towards him because he respects my (seemingly stupid) idea..and even signed the dumb contract...Thanks...I really appreciate it..

Anything else?I dunno..Oh in case anyone thinks I am gonna ditch addy for eugene (directed to all the idiots and *swear word swear word swear word out there..I am on the verge of losing my temper so sorry...) GO ON THINK ALL YOU WANT..I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT..BUT I WUN..BETRAY OF ALL PEOPLE...HIM...Yes its true that eugene is nice and all and seem to be closer to me as compared to addy..thats because he is a great friend to me..thats all..at least..mmmm...I have someone to look for when I stay back late in school..at least I am not alone..haha..lolx...(that lol dont seem convincing..nvm I am probably just pmsing or smth..but this is kinda overshooting the limit..I wonder why?)

Yeah to Denise and Lihe (btw the above dont apply to both of you)..thanks for the concern..but I think dont scold addy..I think the blame should be on me..ya true the argument is that if addy actually bothers "more" about me rather than eugene does they will not say anything..but too bad..thats me...thats addy..I guess..You cant exactly change our styles..I guess..zzzZZ

Sigh..

Not much to post about..but recently I found Roy's blog..
I never knew that he loved her that much...
Before I start commenting, I want to say that I know that I have no rights in interfering in sandra's and his business..especially when i did say I have forgiven her and is neutral towards her..
I guess that released me from the hatred and I admit I learnt a lot from that long time ago incident..
It is ironic that during that time, it was her who gotten her happiness while I was the supposingly loser party in this game. I, who cared a lot about both him and her, lost. I can still remember that I was constantly asking myself whether what I did was stupid, whether I was extremely naive.. But now, I found my own share of happiness and realise hey I am not whatever I thought I was.

However, when I see sandra and her current ways of searching for happiness..I feel..kinda sad for her..I am not one to judge a person whether he or she is right or wrong..but seeing both sides of their story..*sigh For roy, in my opinion, he should remain as her bro, but dont patch up with her..Or else it would just turn into a vicious cycle..and sand needs her space..As for sand, I think, its better if left to herself and she learns to stand on her own..

But above are just mere opinions, not meant to hurt, not meant to brainwash..

Its best to leave them alone?I guess so, because currently I have no say in their matter. Especially when I seem to live a happier life..
Because I have addy lolx =x
All I can say is good luck, cheer up and go on with life.(Well, Almighty Darren says that life CAN BE horrible haha)

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