Dont worry =)
I will take good care of myself
and btw u know why to you it seems that its you that cause me to cry more than laugh?
Because I it is those times that you take note..
Not the times that I am happy around you..
If you dont believe me..
take a notebook..
and put a tick whenever I am happy around you
and put a cross when I am sad because of you..

I am willing to bet that the book will be mostly filled with ticks xD
So have more confidence in yourself k?