I know I am supposed to sleep..

I know I have like tons and millions of things to do tmr..

But...I am so darn happy..

Happy that Addy is fine..

Happy that he is with me..

And happy that I did not lose hope in him..

CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!

Lets have a post with addy inside *nods

Well.. Actually My schedule is really super tightly packed...

So I am like Sooooo Busy..and preoccupied..

I dun have the mood or energy to deal with girls who throw temper tandrums just because they didnt get what they want or just simply they are jealous..

If u are truly a friend of mind and want my attention,

STOP being so paranoid and a pain in the ass

Being paranoid does not solve problems..in fact IT is the root of your problems my dear..

Maybe thats why I prefer one than the other..

You just think too much for your own good..

So if you still want to keep me as a friend..

Stop acting like a pampered bimbo..

Stop thinking that you must have all my attention

Stop guessing whether I have any evil intentions

and STOP judging me ( and my clothes)

I really dun have the time and energy to deal with all this bullshit..

Honestly, I am just giving you face so that you wont look bad..

but if you insist its not really a good thing to your own reputation..

Oh well..some people just need to grow up and face reality..

Done..Off to event coverage and to a hell lot of stuff..

I need my drug..

Its not tea, nor its coffee..

Its Addy..

I'm addicted to you

I feel like something is missing from my life

Listening to the song " Toxic" and feeling it

Oh well I just have to try and endure..

BUT I REALLY MISS HIM!

No one to talk to without using my brain

No one to hug

No one to bully me ( and then comfort me after that )

Never been so out of my mind the last few times he was gone..

Probably cus he can always contact me..

and also that my feelings for him grew

And no one can replace him...

I dont need a replacememt...

I want my Addy....

Addy called me for around 6 mins!!!!!

Yeah I know I am exaggerating but so with like 1-3mins calls isnt really that satisfying..

Yay thats like the best valentine's gift suddenly..

Me being able to listen to his voice for 6 mins and hearing him being cheerful and energetic makes me so happy..

Yeah he is like my charger..

And eh God I thought I pray saying to keep him safe and sound, why are you making his injuries worse? 1st blisters from pumping then now what falling down and bursting them and making them bleed. Oi oi.. Listen God I respect you and all...but anyone who messes with me and my love one will pay!! ( Christians are gonna kill me for this ) Just kidding..

I want to do something too..I want to work hard too since he is also working hard in army

I want to train myself too!! ( But I really hate running.. ) So I better start on that poster design..ARGH

Still..I am super duper happy that he is alright and cheerful and..I am so glad I can hear his voice.. I am really addicted to you

I am a total disaster...

Only rmb Addy's going into army date, forgot about his going into army day

I can tell that Addy is pretty disappointed..

RAWR being busy is not a valid excuse..But still I feel bad about it..

Addy told me not to feel too bad about it but when he keep on bringing it up i feel horrible..

So..

The second I reach hall and went to bath:

I forgot my towel..

Scratched my glasses using the wrong cloth..

nearly tripped

And is super distracted..

My mood is now kinda mad so..sighh