These are the days when I get irritable..

CCA stuff is driving me nuts..
ESpecially with the new teacher..
I dont know...But my 1st impression of her isnt that good..
Speaking to us and treating us like young adults?
I dont really sense it with her tone..And somehow or another..I sense distaste
In a way its unfair that to her our club is like some junk to her..
thats what I infer but well assumptions are not exactly good..
And her assumptions too..

Haix I really dont understand adult sometimes..
There are those that think that they KNOW and UNDERSTAND everything that we people go through
Well maybe they know part of it..
But they dont know all of it..
and also they claim that its nothing..
FOR goodness sake..
EVERYONE have their problems..
Its just because its not ur problem doesnt mean that it is unimportant..

Not that I am just shooting the teacher down..
She does have some points which I agree too..despite the harsh tone.
The only thing that drove her nuts is actually nick..
Well Nick does have something lacking in EQ in a way..
Not that I am shooting him down for that matter..
But ya..
Sometimes you have to change ur attitude a bit and not just think that everything should go the way you want it..

So much for that..and I am REALLY..
I mean it
REALLY jealous of Addy stepping down so early..
Damn...my results are going down the drain and I seriously need to buck up or my future and my life is screwed..
I really really want to take a break from the CCA..
But I dont know how to escape from it..
And I am starting to get irritated by people that tell me to do almost everything...far beyond my job scope
Sorry about that..But I am human too..Not god..
And I am starting to reach my limits..
SO please...Everyone..
Give me some peace...

How I wish I can rest..
Especially with my damn cough..
I dont wana go school...
T.T