These are the days when I get irritable..

CCA stuff is driving me nuts..
ESpecially with the new teacher..
I dont know...But my 1st impression of her isnt that good..
Speaking to us and treating us like young adults?
I dont really sense it with her tone..And somehow or another..I sense distaste
In a way its unfair that to her our club is like some junk to her..
thats what I infer but well assumptions are not exactly good..
And her assumptions too..

Haix I really dont understand adult sometimes..
There are those that think that they KNOW and UNDERSTAND everything that we people go through
Well maybe they know part of it..
But they dont know all of it..
and also they claim that its nothing..
FOR goodness sake..
EVERYONE have their problems..
Its just because its not ur problem doesnt mean that it is unimportant..

Not that I am just shooting the teacher down..
She does have some points which I agree too..despite the harsh tone.
The only thing that drove her nuts is actually nick..
Well Nick does have something lacking in EQ in a way..
Not that I am shooting him down for that matter..
But ya..
Sometimes you have to change ur attitude a bit and not just think that everything should go the way you want it..

So much for that..and I am REALLY..
I mean it
REALLY jealous of Addy stepping down so early..
Damn...my results are going down the drain and I seriously need to buck up or my future and my life is screwed..
I really really want to take a break from the CCA..
But I dont know how to escape from it..
And I am starting to get irritated by people that tell me to do almost everything...far beyond my job scope
Sorry about that..But I am human too..Not god..
And I am starting to reach my limits..
SO please...Everyone..
Give me some peace...

How I wish I can rest..
Especially with my damn cough..
I dont wana go school...
T.T

What can I say...
I had a wonderful be valentine's day!!
At JJ night
And had a great time dancing with Addy!!
haha lala
Well..I like the slow dance
makes u wana wear a gown or something then dance with ur partner at a ball
Crazy imagination..
ANyway...Off to do my newspaper article..
AND
Happy VALENTINES!!

Happy Happy birthday to me!!!
haha 18 years old..
Oh ya I wana thank everyone for what they done for me + all the birthday wishes I recieved..

THANKS EVERYONE!!

People I want to thank by order starting from 1 day before my birthday:

Keith (for that cute little keychain)
Addy(for saying so many times haha and song dedication)
Sherrill who smsed the 1st on my bdae if I am not wrong =x
Simin
Denise(thanks for the letter and roses)
Tiffany(Thanks for the card!!)
My whole class 08S27
Special thanks to Clara for that big big cute turtle waa...
Jiarong haha
Ding for reminding Jiarong that today is my birthday LOLX
LIHE for the song dedication
Yuge
The auxilion/eg gang
special thanks to nick?
AND siqi for the cute cute card too!!
THanks sheena, jiantao, caleb and Denise for helping out with the design of the booth
For the rest of the auxilion ppl...WE ROCK!!
MMmm and my mum for giving birth to me..especially her..
who taught me to be the person today..
I LOVE YOU MUM..
To my dad....maybe a bit thanks forgetting my ice cream cake..
and the fact that without you I wont learn to tolerate that much haha..
And also without you I wont mature that much in knowing many things about how irritating people can be
Oh ya..I still dont like you dont worry haha..

One more time THANKS EVERYONE!!
P.S you are all actually included in my birthday wish..

OH yeah Oh yeah~
TMR IS MY BDAE!!!(And cca open house..)
WEEEHA!!
I am going to be 18 years old!!YAY!!
ALCOHOL..M18 movies
AND die to those stupid rules and regulations that goes something like

"For 18 years and above. For those under 18 years of age please consult your parents before yada yada yada..."

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!YAY!!
lalalalala

Busy nowadays..
Oh ya..
From today onwards..
unless its for cca
I will not do anymore designing
Cus need to concentrade on studies!!

anything else?
To all my friends...
I LOVE YOU!!

Oh wow i just realised something...
this is my 100th post!!
lolx hahas
Today we did up the class notice board..
yay!!In my opinion..It looks nice
And I especially liked sherrill's cow and bull!!!
SO CUTE!!
haha the witch is also damn nice!!
okok lazy to upload the pics but will do so next time ba haha bb!!

I am pissed...
Of all people..
As usual..
Stupid dad..

the person who ALWAYS makes such a big fuss over me going to Uni yadayada..
And doesnt offer any kind of help at all..
All talk and no action..
Asshole..(forgive the vulgarities)
When his dearest daughter finally decides to study..
And going to sleep early to ensure that I wake up early..
He go bother my bro and makes a damn load of noise..
After I shout DAMN NOISY eh!! from my room..
He still continue on..
OH wow..
WHAT A LOT OF HELP..

Then..
When I was in school and its CCA day..
He had to go off at 430pm for some ulu crap stocks talk..
So he intelligently called me and tell me to rush home by that time to take care of my bro..
Never even thinking about whether his darling daughter is having test or exam or lesson..
He just dont care..
Only for himself..

My specs went for a swim at the swimming pool late last year and disappear..
I was told to pay for it myself..
crap..My mum did sponser me..
My dad..didnt even give a damn
even finding excuses not to make him fork out his money..
So I decided to use my old specs in the meantime (its breaking already)
ANd tada!!!Today it officially died..
Told my parents..
My mum was asking how she could help..
MY DAD...
was beside LAUGHING AT ME..
saying what I this type of person always liddat one..
AND DIDNT EVEN OFFER any help..
DAMN HIM
And he spent god knows how many $$ on the damned 70+ plants outside my house on the corridor..
Crap..Ohhh wow and he expects me to find motivation in studying and get wonderful grades and get into a great uni with such astoning support..
Wth...in the end..I decided to temporary hold the broken part with wire until I have money to pay for a new pair with my measly allowance..
Life sucks seriously...

And..No one seems to understand me...
no one.....

Okok before I get murdered or something..
I better write something lolx..

Okay.........what can I say?

Life as a J2 is kinda hectic to me
Cus I finally started to work and somehow for ths first time..
I am actually starting to understand of all subjects..ECONS
And survived through a 1hr 30 mins tutorial without getting absolutely lost!!
Improvement improvement hahas

But...Damn..All the things I missed I have to catch up and I realised..
TIME IS SHORT!!
RAWR!!!

Oh ya mm roy maybe you are right about the game somtimes part
and to nicholas...
okok I did play but one thing for sure..
I will not let gaming ruin my studies anymore xD
So ha I can play again but keep it at a minimum lala~

Anything else?
Oh ya..lihe's class is at the left side of mine and addy's ex class the right side of mine..
sad...one down with chicken pox..
another retained..
T.T..rawr
I dont get to see addy that often until the J1s come in..
and its jus a few days and i miss him already
But nvm I still call him whenever I feel like it..
Damn I still got so many designing to do and hwk too
sigh sigh sorry ppl for not bothering to blog
haha at most I go online to check my email and visit neopets a while for fun joy laughter and stocks and lame entertainment xD

Love you guys~!Hope to update soon.....I hope..